Fenris looks at him for a moment, looking slightly confused. “I don’t know if it helps, but I slee-“ he goes quiet again completely embarrassed by his slip ups, the nap he had taken earlier must have not done much. “I am sure it helps, sometimes telling your worries make you feel better after” except if those worries get you scolded and punished, then they make you feel worse. But oleander told him confessions were good, have to be honest in the booth. “I like being at the church they treat me very well, but I do occasionally go out and see things not connected to here, I like doing that too” did he join willingly? Well the conversation was very convincing if he recalled correctly, that’s probably close enough. Besides he wasn’t good at much else. His thumb and pointer is resting on his cheek and chin as he thinks long and hard about the answer.
Pyxis looks at him as he just... thinks... "Right..." He isn't sure what to do. It's just silent. He stays silent too. Quiet............. "I have a worry currently." He speaks up, "About you." He looks at him, "Are you okay?"
Fenris opens his eyes to blink at Pyxis as he finally breaks the silence, Fenris probably having drifted off just for a teeny tiny second. “Oh a worry?” He asks studying him for a moment. “About me…?” He pauses. “I am okay? Why?” He wondered what had brought on this worry, not realizing it had been himself.
Pyxis stares at him again. "What do you mean why?" He is unsure what to say. "I asked if you were forced here or came to work here on your own and you just.." He puts his hand to his chin, doing what Fenris just had done. "And then stayed silent?"
Fenris blinks a few more times, watching as Pyxis copies him. He makes a little ‘aha’ motion once he realized what Pyxis meant. “Oh” he says, letting the silence linger for a moment longer. “I am not forced to be here, I can leave if I want to, I think… I would not be sure where to go, should I want to, but I am here cause I do want to and no other reason” he says, probably overselling it a bit. “I just can’t recall why I joined” he smiles slightly, proud of his own answer.
"Right... I'm sure you could... totally leave." Pyxis nods, totally convinced... totally... "You.. can't? Isn't that... like.. not good?" He looks around as if anything else could answer him. "And you really have no back up plan from this? At all?" His concern grew by the minute.
Fenris thinks for a moment longer and shrugs. “No, I probably fell asleep, but it was a very good speech, I do recall that” he nods, to emphasize his point. “Would I need a backup plan if I am happy with what I do?” he asks confused, suddenly he was growing uncomfortable, he didn’t like this conversation very much, it seemed very pointed. “I know you wanted to get to know me more as a member of the church, but I am not sure I am comfortable with the turn this conversation has taken. I would like it more if we didn’t continue with this topic” he says glancing away, before he looks back at Pyxis. “Are there other things that bother you?” He asks
Pyxis nods, "Right.. well I guess if you're happy you don't need it." He shakes his head, "I apologize, I won't continue it. I guess I pushed a bit far on that." He smiles awkwardly at him. "No, there's nothing that bothers me anymore. I dare say you've helped a community member quite a bit." He nods, continuing to smile. "You mentioned you do other things outside of the church? What else do you like doing?"
Fenris lets out a long breath as Pyxis decides to let it go. “I am glad I was able to help you” he says, not sure how happy he was with providing said help. “Apology accepted, there is no reason to bear feelings like this long term, when you regret your actions” he says softly, he was pretty sure he did it right. “Outside of the church?” He thinks for a moment before he starts counting things out on the fingers as he tells Pyxis. “Help with the gardens so the nice smelling flowers grow near one of my good napping spots… sleep in the field… sometimes I visit the dango shop and sleep in the nice pillows in the back. Going to the tailor to get myself new pillows, I do like that” a lot of these things he keep mentioning either relates to napping or doing things to improve his napping, the list seems quite extensive as he keeps rambling. Then he pauses and grows flustered as he looks at Pyxis again. “Sorry, that was probably a bit much. What do you do?” He asks, hands anxiously in his lap as he tries to steer the conversation away from himself
Pyxis nods, glad that it seemed like Fenris wasn't too upset. He listens to the long list of nap related things... long... list of nap related things. "Oh, well it sounds nice. Seems like it makes you quite happy as well, no one can blame you there." He hums, "I... uhh... well my job is to garden, I own a few greenhouses. As for recreation, I just usually spend my time at a modeling studio... I don't model, I just spend my time with them. Mainly the manager." He nods, "Occasionally I spend my time here... mainly speaking with Mercy, or I might just walk around Burrowgatory to explore a bit." He smiles. "I can maybe give you a few plants to decorate some of your napping places?" He smiles.
Fenris nods quickly, happy that Pyxis agreed with his choice of activities outside the church. “Oh gardening?” He says with mild curiosity as he listens to Pyxis explain. “With models and managers but not a model” he doesn’t understand it completely, but it was not his life. “I think your life sounds good and it sounds like you are happy and content with it, that makes me happy to hear” he nods. He looks at Pyxis with interest at the offer before he answers. “Thank you for the offer, however I do not like receiving things when I have not done anything in return for them” he smiles slightly.
Pyxis nods, "Lots of gardening." He laughs quietly, "Quite a few workers in the fall and spring to plant. After that just need a few to cut and sell." He nods with a small hum. "And yes... with them... not a model. My primary partner is the manager." He smiles gently, softening up to Fenris a bit. He nods about being happy about it. "Well, if you ever find something to do for me in return, they're all yours." He nods, "I also accept just plain payment too." He laughs.
“I guess that makes sense, sometimes we do hire extra people around here too when things get a bit overwhelming” Fenris hums quietly. “That is nice, I hope the two of you live a long happy life together” he smiles warmly. “And I feel like paying for something you would have given me for free takes away the novelty of it… in that case I would much rather buy other things” not really convinced by that idea. “And I am not supposed to be the one figuring out what you need help with” he shrugs, clearly this buns logic made no sense.
Pyxis smiles as Fenris wishes well for his relationship. "Thank you." He nods, "And... it was more of a joke... considering-" He stops, "Nevermind. And it wasn't like I asked for you to figure out what I need help with, just what you're willing to help with." He shrugs, "I could use help cutting at the moment, there's a few plants that could be planted at the moment... watering, making bouquets, writing notes, tying together premise bouquets." He smiles, "Just a matter of what you want to do, what's worth it for you."
“Oh” Fenris says quickly. He thinks over his answer for a moment. “Whichever you prefer, I think I am able to do all those things. I can cut plants, I could help planting things… but then I need to change outfit, this one is not supposed to get dirty… watering making bouquets, I can do both. I have really good penmanship… so what do you need most?” He asks, clearly not wanting to determine the job for himself
Pyxis laughs, "Well, I could use help writing notes the most then. I don't have the nicest hand writing and some of the people that do don't work every day." He smiles, "So, do a few of those and you've got yourself some plants." He hums, "Keeps you clean and you can keep your favorite plant." He nods, "Works for you? I assume since you said you could do it."
Fenris was happy with the compromise. “I will gladly help you write notes” he nods. “When would you need me to be there to write notes?” He asks looking Pyxis over for a moment. “Or did you mean now?”
"I appreciate it." Pyxis smiles. "Whenever you're free next. I don't want to take time from your... confessions." He smirks slightly, "Not now, unless if you want to go now? As long as I'm not getting you in trouble?"
Fenris thinks for a moment. “I am pretty sure I am done with my daily duties… so if you would like for me to go with you now instead of another day, then that is okay” he nods. Had Pyxis been a wolf, Fenris had been the lamb who happily jumped into the beasts mouth, with no regard for his own life or safety. “But you did have to talk to sister Mercy first right?” He asks.
"Sure, we can head over now then." Pyxis nods, "As for Mercy... she knows I'll keep bothering her until she gives me what she owes. I'll come by later for it." He smiles.
Fenris wasn’t really sure how he felt about the second part of Pyxis’ response, well he didn’t really know what it was about, so he couldn’t judge. He stands up and dust his dress off and adjusts his hat. “Then please lead the way, I am more than ready to follow you wherever” he nods, the promise of a flower for one of his napping spot, keeping him excited and ready to go.
Pyxis stands up with Fenris, "It's close by so don't worry." He hums, heading out of the church to lead the way to his greenhouse near by.